Composure

Today, I've lost my composure.
People are just so selfish.

My family's spirit has long been extinguish.
My dad's miles away, and comes home a changed man
My mum's lethargy is annoying. She'll rather stay home in front of the Television. Her only desire is to fullfill her entertainment
Lets not talk about Joel
cause the word I would use is despicable.

Today, I gave way to him.
He took a foot when given an inch.
End of story.

My family's so torn.
Jesus please help them. You've helped me enough already. PLease help them

Why do good things not last?

Father, why do all good things disappear so quickly.
Why do my enjoyments exists as mere instances, while my sorrows linger for a lifetime?

Jesus, there are days where I wish time would just stop. I wish I could just live in the moment forever.

Cats was awesome father. I wish I could turn back time and relive my post O lvl days.
I still miss the old fun times that we have together.
It was as if I was with another family. I felt security, and most of all, grace.

There are more instances father, which I truely enjoy.
I wish they could simply last forever.

Torn hearts

Jesus, please tear my heart for what tears yours